I have to admit it. I have let myself go. I have taken years of physical training and flushed it down the drain. Over the last two years, I have eaten and drank like an Ole English King. I won’t try to say I haven’t enjoyed my break from life and my career from the military. I just let go. I actually just stop caring. Oh, believe me I didn’t want to gain this much weight, but I did. I lost some and gained back more. The main reason can’t be blamed solely on the food and beer. I just stopped exercising. I did the normal sign up for a gym membership for the family, that none of us hardly use; mainly because of the inconvenience. I am officially over it. I am going to get a cruise fit body and I can’t wait to see the results. I don’t want to be the guy below…you know trying to walk around sucking in every step. I want to truly be able to relax and explore. I want to make a change.
Okay…seriously you guys know I am not going to give up drinking beer or even bacon. It’s not happening. I am not going to even try and lie to myself. I love the B’s… Beer, Bread, and Bacon. I have all my life. Nothing has changed there. I just need to exercise more. I want to be fit and healthy. I really don’t care about my weight. I want to be in shape. I want to climb mountains again, hike through forests, and swim in lagoons. I would be embarrassed to do that now. I want to be Cruise Ship Sexy for Nichole! I don’t want this to happen to me:
My journey will be long, and rough. I want fitness to once again to be part of my weekly life. I have cancelled my gym membership that I never use and ordered an awesome treadmill (PRO 9000 PFTL19214). It’s a start. I can use this at anytime of the day.. watch TV and listen to music. It even gives me the ability to virtually run as if I am on the location of choice. I want to make a change and it starts today. I will log my journey here for my own reflection. I don’t want to be “Four Head-sizes” anymore:
It’s time for a change… and it starts now. I want to look good for this cruise (Carnival Vista – April 2017)..and I just need to get focused and attack this one mile at a time. Wish me success on my journey…. more to come.